Let it be

Today I am going to practice just letting things be.

Manifesting is still a bit of an unknown for me. I am able to do it, more and more often. I think of something that I would like to do, or try, or bring in. I think of health or singing or experiences, and opportunities appear.

But sometimes I feel myself skittering around like a little puppy, and doubting myself as the time approaches. Was this the right choice? Is it really going to happen? What if everyone hates me, or I hate them, or I get a flat tire, or the world blows up?

And the trickiest question of all, as I look back on my life and on the things which have snagged my attention. Did I manifest them by thinking about them and desiring them? Or did I think about them because they were on the way?

Thoughts to ponder. Regardless, manifestation is, in a way, like submissions of writings or resumes or portfolios... you do your best on it, you have it represent everything you need, want, or desire from the situation, and then you send it off.  And then it's time to stop thinking about it and let it be what it is.

It's time for me to stop thinking about it, and let it be what it is. If this time, submission, request, vision, visualization isn't right this time, that means there is a next time. So start focusing on the next time.

I know, i know. it sounds self-defeating and self-doubting and that is also why I'm still working on it. But when it comes to writing submissions, I have learned it is excellent practice to put the submissions out there, daily, to more than one person. Send one, set up another. This is not believing I'll never find the right person, this is knowing that there are many options out there, and I WILL find the right agent/connection/publicist etc. And the continual submission is my notice to myself and the universe that this is something I want. Seriously.

But I have to move forward. Send the submission out. Visualize an acceptance by the person who is a good for me. And let it be. Let it be what it is. The decision for this submission has already been made. The answer is on it's way. Opportunity will either knock on my door today or it won't.

So, instead of sitting and staring at the door, I am going to go connect with another possibility. And another. And another.

And after I send them out, I will let them be.